So I said it once I'll say it again. Best friends takes two. And I've come to realize that enough people have told me that you treat me like shit, you take me for granted. I'm starting to wonder if they see stuff that I wasn't. Now I'm seeing it, I'm seeing whats more important, and how easily your distracted. And all that jazz. So you don't put me on the top of your priorities list, thats okay. But that also means your not on top of mine either. Because if I can't rely on you well then why should you get the privelage of relying on me. So no I won't be there everyweekend waiting for us to hang out. I'm going to find other things to do, and give other people a chance.. I said best friends forever. I mean it forever. I still mean it when I say call me anytime. Day or night. I still mean it when I say I love for all that you are. And I will always mean it. I don't want to grow apart, and I'm going to do my best to make sure that doesn't happen. But I can't do it all alone. Because I'm only one half. We've had to many times to let it all go and to many people don't understand that, they just think.. fuck her.. you don't need that shit. Your one of the only people in my life that I will let stress me out, because I care about you, and I don't ever wana lose what we have. So we can still relate ourselves to the people on the street. We can still play Mario party. We can still be Best Friends. But I'm not hurting myself anymore. And I'm not letting you hurt me. I'm going to have other priorities. And be happy. For what life has offered me. This time I'm going to take it.