I was just in a realy nice mood. Then I talk to you and you whine.. and you know what it pissed me off. Because boys won't even give me a chance and I'm stuck alone. If I had anyone.. I'd just enjoy the fact that I had someone..and love it for what it was. Rather then dwell. If it didn't work out the first time what makes you think it will work again? And yea it probably is really hard, and I'm not mad at you, but honestly, your like fighting me about it? It's like you can't take it out on him so it falls down on me, and if I ever partook in anything of breaking you apart, I never ment to, even though I missed you so much, I was happy because you were happy. I swear to god. I am so sick of being alone. I am so sick of seeing him and telling myself I don't like him. Fuck. Why couldn't you ever give me a chance. Why? I see you sitting there, and I want to come sit with you and I want you to hold my hand and hug me and I wish we could have had something, anything, but you got what you wanted with me.. ... In the end, if it didn't work out the first time.. why would it now? I feel like shit now.