And I am watching The Divine Secrets of the Ya Ya Sisterhood. I decided, I don't want to be a crazy old lady with cats. No I don't wana be lonley. As much as I say thats what I'm going to be, and as much as I think thats what I'm going to end up, thats not what I want. I want a nice husband who will love me for better or for worse, even if he knew it'd be a coin toss. I want someone to love me no matter what, and I don't want to get divorced when the going gets tough, I want to work it out no matter what. I want to be a cute old lady, whos colorful and fun. I don't want to be an old lady with vercous veins and arthritis. I want to love life until the day I die, not until I get old and want to die. Yea. Thats what I want. I don't want lots of cats, I don't want to be alone. I hope I have lots of cats. And a husband who I can grow old with. I hope I have a nice life. And a long one.