So I am a 16 year old virgin. Not for a lame reason.. like I simply can't get laid because not to sound conceided but I could VERY well have lost it many times. But I made a choice. And I respect myself just a little more than that. But sometimes I feel like its holding me back from having a boyfriend. And it sucks alot that people are that low it really does. Because if you actually loook past the whole sexual side of dating, theres alot more complications to it. If I was given more of a chance.. I'd probably be alot more comfortable with guys and alot less paranoid. I wish I was alot less paranoid. But fuck, you get pwnd by one guy.. then I have another one on my ass asking me to hang out so we can fool around.. like I'm going to suck him off or something. And you know what.. a part of me doesn't care.. but a bigger part.. doesn't need to be treated like shit for it later on.. I'm so much better than that.. I know it.. I just wish a member of the opposite sex had a little more appreciation for it. Everyone says I'm too good for the assholes I end up with.. or nearly end up with for the most part.. but how many types of guys are there. I'm not asking for much. Someone who will treat me like a princess.. who will make me priority at least once a week so we can be out together. Someone who will be cute with me and understand that I'm a little weird.. but thats why I am so much fun. I just want butterflies. Someone that isn't so sex driven..that they only care about that.