I'm just in a bad mood. Just bad. For whatever reason your being a dick. I'm not going to eat for the next 3 days. Because your coming home, and even if I don't eat.. I probably won't be good enough. I am probably wasting time telling myself that there is any chance..telling myself that just maybe it'll happen. I can't get you out of my head.. really I can't. I keep replaying that first kiss like nothing. And I bet you wouldn't even remember. You were a mistake.. my favorite mistake. It's probably time to let go. We'll have to see. Fuck. I want Kate back. I want her back on weekends. I'm going to lose everyone. I hate that thought. Don't leave me. Keep it alive guys. Forever and ever!? Eff. I'm a fucking emo. A sad fucking emo. I miss summer05..