I have none.
No self worth.
I honestly.
Mostly.
Don't think really anything of myself.
I've had times when I did.
But now.
I am nothing.
I don't want to be nothing.
But I really don't think that I will be anything.
I don't have the money for those clothes.
I don't have the body to be that kinda girl.
I don't have anything.
And maybe thats what makes me such a worthless person.
That I have no self worth.
But even when I try.
When I try to be something or someone better.
I fall through.
I hurt someone.
And everything always backfires.
So what am I suposed to do with my life.
I have all these fucking questions with no fucking answers.
It's really getting to me.
Right now I feel so down.
But I know he isn't worth my tears.
And I know that I can't go back and change anything.
So now its about acceptance.
Accepting. That nothing ever goes as planned.
And when I try to realize...What is wrong with me.
I know what it is.
I'm just a mess.
A puzzle missing peices.
Now what.
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