So you boy are the most annoying thing going. Fucking judging people. I acutally just lost about all the fucking respect I had for you. Infact.. your sort of the biggest asshole I ever did meet!! [ Pretty much I am making a real mad face ] And I am probably just soo mad right now that I don't hate you.. but why must you be soo god damn difficult;;; OHHHHHHH and my best friend yea suposed to call me tonight so we could plan shit.. but my dumb dumb dumb sister.. needed the phone..and so you pretty much decide to not fucking call me back. Your ALWAYS on the phone with him// so you can't take a fucking half hour to talk to me about weekend plans. Whatever. This is fucking retarded. I am really really glad you found a cute boy..and I hope it works out really damned good and I hope you date and that its all cute and dandy. Chicks before dicks.. just don't forget it. ((Take note that because you didn't call me ..I can't exactly explain that its lame you didn't call me.. so eventually I'ma say shit about it.. so if you read this first well there you go an explanation)).. All I can say is I'm in such a negetive mood that I really don't think Ima see that cute boy this weekend..hopefully this is just because I am negetive right now. I'm trying really hard to be positive. And happy.. but it's seemingly getting harder and harder. Considering that stupid j kid put me in a bad mood..cuz he like hates me..or he's just being a big baby// Then I went to work which wasn't so bad till I had to walk home in the effing cold cuz my parents yet again went to the bar??//And when I got home and I was cold I wanted to take a nice hot jacuzzi bath except the hot water doesn't like working..so the water was freezing..// THEN.. THEY came home aaand my Dad and I were kidding around about drinking some whiskey.. but latley he's made jokes about me drinking and smoking pot..and I'm actually thinking he's just doing it so he can find out what I'm doing?? Which is lame.. this lack of trust crap should stop// Theeeen I got in a big fight with a dumb dumb boy. And it breaks my heart.. cuz I thought he changed maybe a little..and if there were any sparks their definatly aren't now..because he's definatly shallow.. lazy.. and self absorbed.//Boy from camping you srsly suck to cuz if you come down here.. The way your making it seem is you won't have time to see me cuz you'll be to busy being sloshed at the bar fine..// So fuck that noise... So I'ma go cut myself. No better yet.. Go draw my emo farm of kids I made today at work. Yea cuz thats happy. I ranch emos. So Fuck Everyone Thats Being LAME. PAYCE Princess Kellz Pee Ess I will most likely draw stick men of people who are pissing me off.. it's become a habit..except shallow boy doesnt get one cuz he already has one.. which sucks..