So I kinda. Wana cut my hair. Like. Off. And I want a nice boyfriend. To hug me and cuddle me. Tell me I'm pretty. And I want to love myself. And be skinny. I want my lip peirced. Or my tongue. I want to not work at Mcdonalds. I wana see my friends. I wana be a new person. A Whole New Me. I can't explain how I feel right now, I kinda just want a fresh start. Smack everything away. Do my own thing. Stuff's been stressing me out latley, but at the same time a part of me is saying, fuck this. I think theres been so much drama, that I'm sick of it and I just wana live my life for me now. I used to live through so many other people and I can guarantee some of me will still do that, but I can also say that another part of me will be like fuck it. I just don't care as much anymore. I think it's because no one really cares about me, what I do, what I say, who I am. I feel like I am all by myself, I think i've finally realized to not rely on anyone but me, because I know I will always listen to me, and I know that I won't ever backstab myself, and I know that I will always appreciate what I do, I'll probably trust myself more than anyone else. And Yea. Thats it. Who am I? And who do I want to be?