So. I'm feelin angsty. I am. I just want to pass school and it be done. I want things back. The old [K]rew. I miss you Katie. I rly do. I hate you Tracy Maxwell, I don't even care if you think I'm a mouthy little shit. I am mouthy little shit when it comes to people like you. If I cared enough to waste my life on you, I'd tell you that your a self centered rich bitch, you have no class and your low down peice of shit. Yeah take that for mouthy. I have no respect for you, because of the way you judge me and my friends..calling us low lives. Your the low life, all you care about is your appearance, your money and your perfect little life, you can tell your rotten son's best friend you love him, but those words don't come out of your mouth when it comes to your daughter. Who isn't anything like you, therfore you can't accept her. I read you like a book, so you can go to hell. Karma is a bitch and it will get you for the way you live your life. Katie, this isn't the end, and it isn't rock bottom, we'll escape and be together again. I promise you that. I'm not even going to get over the fact that I'm basically off limits because you love me. That breaks me more, because you can do anything you want with my friends, but I'm suposed to be all alone. Maybe I don't love you like you love me, that is partly because of what you've done. I thought it went that if you loved something set it free and if it comes back its yours. Break my heart, because you don't want yours broken. That's just greed. I'd never do that to you, why because even though it isn't that kind of love..there is love there and you don't do that to people you love, you want them to be happy. I just want you to be happy. It's so funny how a person changes. How a person will talk to you. And because you seem so right. They try and push you away. Out of fear. I don't fear much. I don't fear a broken heart. I'm willing to take risks. No matter what its worth. Fuck Emo. Emo is gay. Uhm. Downtown is filled with creeps. And I love it because it always leaves me with nice stories to tell. Peach Pie. Peach Cobbler. I used to skate for mission. And when I did mushrooms the grass was eating me. I'd never do mushrooms. Did you know there are snakes downtown. You shouldn't be here. Where are your boyfriends. How do you know I'm not a snake. The life I lead. Doesn't need to involve drugs, alcohol or money. It involves good friends, love, and laughter. If I had to give up all the intoxicants in the world, for the people I'm blessed with well thats a no brainer..I'd pick love. Where do I want to be in 10 years.? Happy.