So I have to write an essay for my English class about life, learning, and friendship, haha. Life and learning mean nothing to me, but friendship, wow do I have a lot to say about that. You work so incredibly hard, thinking it will make you better than everyone else, to achieve a great friendship, one that is really strong and you have a lot of trust and then in the matter of like two weeks it gets taken away from you. You take everything you have ever had and put it into something that you want to work but then someone comes and takes your place before you even know what happened. You try your hardest not to hurt them, not to make them feel bad, but when you do, you’re suddenly the most horrible person in the world, when you are the one that has tried the hardest. I do not understand. Is there no justice anywhere? Obviously not. When did I become second best? Why am I suddenly not no. 2? When did I become just like everyone else? I am not like everyone else. I am different. I am special. Why am I suddenly not the only special one? Why do you want to hurt me, after everything? Have I not been there? Have I not listened and cared when no one else would? It is me and him, it always was and it always will be. You know that, I know that, everyone else NEEDS to know that. I can’t do this anymore. I just don’t know, but this is killing me…