Today was an awesome day. I had a really great time…for a while. Then something was said that absolutely depressed me beyond belief. No I don’t want to talk about what was said, it really doesn’t matter, all you have to know was that it depressed me. Then to top it all off I didn’t get to see Joe tonight, so overall a really great day turned into a really bad one. I’m so tired of everything. I don’t want to worry about these things that I now am forced to worry about. I don’t want any of this. I’m sick of people acting like they are five fucking years old. I’m so sick of people spiting other people; it’s at the point now where it is totally ridiculous. If you don’t like me just stay the hell away from me, I at least have the decency to stay the fuck away from you and leave you to your own damn business, have at least that much respect for me and do that same. Stop trying to make my life a living hell, its not funny, its not a big joke like everyone thinks it is. People have feelings and they get hurt. So I’d just really appreciate it if people would just let me live and not have to deal with constant rumors about me and people going around saying whatever they want about me just because “they can.” And yanno what sorry some of my personal relationships bother you, I feel very sorry for you that you cannot understand me. Sorry I’m different than you in every way. But my business is my business and I’d appreciate not being so thoroughly exploited at every second for doing some of the things I do and associating myself with some of the people I do. I’m sorry you think that about me. I hate you. I really really HATE YOU!