Well this is just great. Yanno a week ago today I was the happiest girl in the world and now, a week later, I find myself as miserable as ever. Within the course of this week I got the person I’m “seeing,†or whatever you want to call it at this point, mad at me and he is still mad at me, a week later. Then in a convo two nights ago I got told, also by the person I’m seeing, that we are only friends and that basically we are friends with benefits whenever it works out for us. What the hell do I want with a relationship like that right now? I agreed that we would take things slow, I didn’t intend for them to stop. And yanno I figured, the stupid person I am apparently, that “taking things slow†would mean ok we are just casually dating, yanno and we both have feelings for each other and we would “see each other†exclusively, apparently I was totally wrong bout that one. And ok even if we aren’t “dating†how is there no commitment? Don’t people who are “seeing†each other need at least a little commitment, like so that they don’t just run around with other people while they are supposedly with you? That is what I would think, but apparently whatever I think is wrong. I love how every situation gets turned around on me. I am the one who takes everything too seriously and I’m the one who gets mad for no reason. Excuse me, but I’m not the one that flips outs when you go out with your friends, I’m not the one that doesn’t talk to you for A WEEK because you when out with another girl. What more do I have to say to you to get you to believe that you are the only one I’m interested in, no matter what I do, or who I go out with. I just don’t even know anymore. All I know is I want to be happy again, like I was two weeks ago, when everything was perfect and you treated me like a princess. I want that back.
Maybe if you could talk to me for five seconds without yelling at me, this could get resolved.