So it was a very very long week. Monday was ok till I got some really bad news that kinda ruined the rest of the week right off the bat, the Tuesday just sucked, following from the bad news on Monday, and the rest of the week just got progressively worse as it went along. Today was the only half decent day. Half day in school, which was craptastic then I went shopping with my mom, which was nice cause I could actually buy things cause she has money, in comparison to when I go out with my friends and I have no money ever. So that was a nice bonding experience, especially since I didn’t get pissed off or anything, imagine that one, a whole day with my mother and I didn’t get pissed off once. It’s days like these that make me really love my family. Anyway, I did nothing the rest of the night except play spider solitaire cause I have no friends. So, ok, here is where I make the transition from just talking about my day to talking about my feelings and why I’ve been feeling so shitty the last couple of days. New paragraph. I’ve kinda been having a lot of issues with my friends lately. Apparently everyone now hates me and I am the most detested human being to ever walk the halls of Marian Catholic high school. One of my closet friends has recently stopped talking to me, other than the casual hi, how are ya’s at our lockers in the morning and between classes. We have stopped hanging out, calling each other about our problems, and just having a good time together. I don’t know what I did…if I did something I would definitely admit to doing it, but I really have no idea what happened between us to have her stop talking to me and not sit by me in class anymore. I miss my old friends…I haven’t talked to Krissy in over 5 months…wow has it been that long…and now Lauren hasn’t been talking to me for a good three weeks. The two girls I used to have so much fun with, now hate me…I guess it’s my fault. I know it is in the case of Krissy, but I don’t know what happened between me and Lauren. It sucks. I am so thankful for my new friends, but I really really miss the old days. I look at pictures from our Hershey trip and just start crying, I can’t believe this happened. When did I become this horrible person? I want those memories back, I want my friends back, it was always the three of us, now it’s down to just one. I miss you guys so much…