ever get the feeling that no matter how much you try to get over your past you never will. my past still haunts me. it wakes me up at night in a cold sweat. i take nothing for granted anymore. i feel i have done to many things to ever be ' saved '. but thats ok. i have somewhat excepted that fact. i chose my actions because at the time it was what i wanted to do, and i am ok with that. i will never sit here and tell someone i want to take anything back. i live with no regrets. i learn from every situation that comes my way.