sometimes i feel as if i need to defrag my mind... the clusters that have been lost are starting to get in the way of any new information i try to prosess at any given moment... maybe i could wipe the hard drive clean and start anew... --------------------------------- for the first time in my life i think i have come to the conclusion that if i could go back and hit the restart button i would... ive never said that before... maybe im only now allowing myself to realize what i have always known... one chance to start all over... id know id only have to change a few things in order to be in a different place... who knows... maybe id be right back here...