so.... another christmass. it has become very apperent that my mother really has no clue what i am about. but its ok. i had a very random thought about a very random girl a few nights ago. heather d'amore we used to fool around a lot back in high school i havent thought about her in a long time then she just popped into my head i began to think.. this is my downfall, always and it hit me... shes one of the them... one of the ones who got away. i dont know why i let her go? yes i do... im a whore im never satisfied but i can say this much about myself: regardless of my whorishness, i always let the girl go before i hurt her. whatever... she got away. -------------------------------- i am so gothic i shop at hot topic i am so neat you all are sheep angels fall from broken wings my cape is drycleaned only - Uncle Nynex i love that uncle nynex came up with that about 5 years ago? maybe less maybe more? who cares -------------------------------- so i plan on getting really fucking smashed at the floggin molley and dropkick murphy's show on st. patty's day! w00t -------------------------------- on a side note i went almost two years without sex and blew it on my birthday because a 24 year old little peruvian girl had to come dance along my way at the club. i woke up in hawthorn, i started in hermosa beach. --------------------------------------- So I find myself sitting inside sweet daddy's. It is a coffee shop downtown. These lil sidekicks kick ass. This one belongs to uncle nynex. Some of the faces are the same but most of them are different. I guess that happens over time. Andy is one of the newest faces, funny its a small world. I used to party with his brother a lot back in the day. Andy is crazy though. Some guy came over to his pad with blow one night and now he wants to raid his dealers house. He's got body kevler and an arsenal. Its funny. He would fuckin do it too. Sigh. Everyone is talkin bout the stripper at last nights bachelor party. She was a skank. Blond, fake boobs, and no ass. Sigh Signin off for more coffee.