so yesturday was my brothers birthday...
he turned 16, i have to drop the gift i got for him off later when joel gets me...
he has a girlfriend now...
makes me proud...
its kinda cool to see how much he has grown from the little snot nosed midget runnin into my knees all the time...
he thinks on his own and it puts me in a state of awe...
anywho...
i bought an old album i have had for the third time now which really pisses me off cuz it came out in '96 which means 2 things...
first that %90 of the people on this journal site were 5 or 6 which scares me a little bit...
second that i should not have to pay full price for the stupid fucker any more...
in case anyone gave a shit it was real big fish, turn the radio off...
btw, it is sad because it has a different cd face than the last two did which means i am old and got a third or fourth print of the lil fucker...
I bought the album because Beer #6 and She's got a girlfriend now #4 are the shit...
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BBQ at joels tonight with Mr. Jack and Mr. Jim as the main guests of honor, followed by a poker night of endless chaos and madness...
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i felt it was time for me to point out exactly how gorgeous it is where i live...
palm tree's lined up before the base of foothills...
blowing in the breeze...
oi oi oi
it brings tears to my eyes...
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another side note...
i watched the worste B movie i have ever seen yesturday...
it was directed by Bram Stokerand was entitled way of the vampire...
fucking horrible...
it was great...
I do want that heart racing feeling even though I know it won't last. Who cares if it doesn't? I'm trying to live for the moment these days. What else is there besides this moment?
-V