another day has come and gone here in bloomington had to work... i have to work on holloween goddamnit..... there r few days i really really enojy. halloween is one of them and now i have to work the graveyard shift on it..... whatever, i need the money both jobs are going good. candace and i are doing well. i am pretty sure everything with G is going well. his school stuff is being taken care of and he is putting a whole shit load of effort into it. i am not sure if things will ever be the same with his lady but i think that it is what he needs right now. it is tuff when u have so much history with someone... speaking of history.... i had a vision of brittany and myself on the beach. it seemed real. the really scary kind of fuckin real...... she looked great.... but whatever... i am doing my best to still try and get over her. my sister had homecoming and she looked great. her b/f better fucking watch it or i will kill him if he hurts her at all. i still cant get over the fact he is only a year younger than me (19) and she is only 16. but is her choice. i miss home. i want to hug my family but i cant. my dad is away fighting the fires in southern cali. whenever he goes off and fights wildland fires it makes me nerous.... i miss my grandma.. i had a dream about her a few nights ago but couldnt remember a damn thing after other than that it was about her. it is so hard for me to remember her before she had her strokes... everything changed after them. she had a limp and her memory wasnt the best. i miss you grandma. i talked to joel a couple days ago. it was nice to hear his voice. i still think he was wrong but everyone makes mistakes. i forgive him. we go too far back for me not to. i broke more fucking laws with him than anyone else i think. adrian and davey are close seconds, but joel takes the cake with that catagory. give it for the point five crew..... i am still trying to get on a regular schedual for bills. i am a week behind and i hope after this month everything will get straight. did i mention i work on halloween???????????? thats my fuckin night god damnit!!!!!!!!!!!!! bah.... i think out of eveything i miss, i miss my longstanding frienships the most. i mean yes i have friends out here but i have only kown them for such a short time. there are no 3 5 or 8 year friends with the exception of G, (u my boy blue!) on a brighter note... i get to see the matrix before everyone else does, and i dont have to wait in a big line or have to sit in a crowded theatre. working for shit pay at the theatre has its benefits i guess. anyway.. i should probably get some sleep. maybe
YOU ARE OLD SCHOOL PUNK! You are so anti-social you've become the talk of
the town. You used to spend all day riding on
your skateboard and growing your mohawk, but
now you are on to bigger dreams. Your ambitions
to spend your life strung out on drugs and to
spend a whole year with out a shower is really
taking off. From the Ramones to Bad Brains you
are the true punk fan. Indeed, you are the envy
of nobody, but the attention you get all the
time is well worth it. Its a dirty job, but
someones gotta do it.

What is your anti-conformist personality?
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