today was a good day for the most part. football went well, except the steelers lost, o well. i have no idea what the fuck happened but for the last couple hours i have been in a bad fuckin mood. i hate that. sometimes i just feel like putting my hand through a wall or something. i dont know if it is anger problems or something else. but whatever the case it pisses me off. maybe it is because i am not really set out here yet. maybe it is cus i am still doing the same shit but just two thousand fuckin miles away...... i am so tired of this shit. i swear on whatever higher power is out there that i dont believe in regrets, but i took the hard path in life. its pretty damn hard doing this shit by myself out here. i wake up sometimes and think that i was just foolin myself by moving out here. i dont know. i know it is for the best but i am so god-damn tired of crawling out of holes that i throw myself into sometimes. i dont have the energy to do it any more. i just want to calm down and move beyond shit. i am so damn scared that i will be stuck doing this shit for the rest of my life... and what life is that? i havent accomplished much. if i cant do this out here then what was the point of me moving out here in the first place? i could have sank out in california, at least i knew people and had friends out there. whatever. i dont know anymore....... but never the less, another day to come followed by however many more are left for me. i kinda feel better now...
You represent... anger. Mad at the world, eh? You have a tendency to...
freak out easily. Overly emotional about
everything, you're most prone to bouts of
cruelty and moodiness. Other people may be
afraid of the fact that you explode so easily,
but at least you're honest... even if you're
honest about not liking anything.

What feeling do you represent?
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