I am gonna make a list of all the things, ideas, thoughts, sounds and people who make my head hurt:1. How everyone around me is having active relationships while my significant other is like 89 miles away from me. 2. Everyones constantly annoying me (kyle). 3. Adjustment to high school. 4. I feel like im in a dream word where everything is movin to fast or constantly changin. 5. the way I space out but i am still aware but everything slows down and i cant understand people. 6. The thought of peer pressure even though there is none. 7. the stupid fear of bing alone. 8. How i want to be left alone but also be the center of attention. 9.How a girl died at my school and i dont care yet i keep thinkin about it. 10. How parents want me to be one way while the people around me want me to be another. 11. How i keep thinkin of a way to stop thinkin and stop existing for a while to get my head clear. 12. How noone cares about my problems but they expect me to car about theirs. 13. The neverending whistling in my ears as if a tv has been turned on and i am listening to the static. 14. On the outside i feel like a different person than who think i am. 15. My future and how im trying to plan everything right but in th back of my mind theres a voice saying "u are gonna mess up". 16. How everyday i hav to think of a new way to insult or anger all of u. 17. Peoples expectations for me when they dont kno me. 18.Teachers and their unwanted homework, i end up forgeting to do it any way.. or am I trying to forget about it on purpose? Oh well. 19.Im semi-Insomniac because i fall asleep when i dont want and when i do want to i cant. 19. Im begining to feel physically sick from all my thoughts, theyre turning me into somethin i dont wanna become... A MINDLESS NO ONE! 20. Its my birthday in 4 days yet i dont kno what i want. 21.Whether Ill go to college or make it famous after highschool. 22. How this year is going way to fast. It feels like yesterday was november. 23. I need a psychiotrist to rebuild my mind or i will go in to a stuper. 24. My favorite hat keeps rippig and i am constantly fixing it. 25. Boredom has me by the balls and i cant escape no matter what i do. 26. I play games just to escape reality and when the system is off i cant wait to be plugged back in. Its my addiction. 27. I forget all the time like five minutes after someone tells me to do something. 28. My father understands me, my habits, and the way i act but my moher acts like i need help. She might be right. 29. i need perfection because without it I think im a failure. 30. Im too lazy to take responsibility and one day it is gonna come back and bite me in the ass. 31. I hate you all for existing.