Ive really missed Beth for the past 10 days. I think about her constantly all day. I wish i had gotten to see her on this break but I havent had time to. Atleast ill get to see her tuesday. Beth I love you and i hope you had a nice winter break.
I miss you...and it's weird...and you'll never read this...and I'm sorry. I miss being your friend. I will always care about you regardless of what you think about me. I value you as a person, as a friend, as a first love. And I don't know how to phrase that correctly. I miss being your friend. I was an asshole this year. I fucked up. I'm sorry. Oh the stupidity of writing things people shall never read. Anyway, I'm a chicken.
..::LAteR::..
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