this past week has fealt like a month and it's also fealt like its only been a day at the same time. Funeral came and went, so did the tears. My dad is now an orphan and i sympathize with him so much. The whole viewing, i was mostly alright but when the actually funeral came where they talked about his life and all my memories of him filled me with grief. But like i said, its over now and i won't dwell on death until the next time and i can just enjoy the loved ones i still have.