... in the thing called my life. Maryland;Delaware;Maryland;Delaware;Headache. It is making me crazy and sick at the same time. Besides that, I have a weird feeling in the back of my head. I could best describe it as what-if itus. Too many questions that shouldn't be explored. I really hate time in general right now. The 4th dimension sucks because as things keep moving its hard to hold on to the things that matter. The people I care about move on and atleast in highschool you were pretty sure they'd be there the next day or atleast the day after. I think that by the middle of february I will be back in Delaware, for good, to atleast get back on solid ground. I just hope people don't drift even further in any direction than the one I'm headed in. If I could have one wish it would be for me to finally be happy somewhere