NEWS FOR THIS WEEK: CONSTANT BITCHING ABOUT ME ALL DAY JUST BECAUSE I WAS JOKING TO PAUL IN A MALICIOUS KIND OF WAY EVERYONE IS HATING ME FOR IT NOW. GOD THAT SOUNDED ALOT LIKE AHMAD. YEAH I ALREADY APOLOGIZED BUT STILL EVERYONE IS BEING ALL DIFFERENT. BRYAN THINKS HIS BAND WILL ACTUALLY GO SOMEWHERE WHEN THIS IS THE FIRST BAND HES BEEN IN AND THEY HAVENT EVEN HAD THEIR FIRST SESSION YET. IF HES GETTING PISSED NOW BECAUSE OF LITTLE PETTY SHIT NOW THAN IM GLAD I LEFT BECAUSE EVERY AND I MEAN EVERY BAND HAS ISSUES ON THE ROAD. WHY ELSE WOULD THERE BE SO MUCH "BEHIND THE MUSIC" SPECIALS IF BANDS DONT HAVE HIDDEN UPSETS. PLUS EVERYONE IN ENGLISH CLASS TODAY WAS BITCHING ABOUT HOW IM SOOOO VIOLENT. RIGHT. OK. I COULD BE ALOT WORSE IF I WANTED TO. THEY WANNA SEE VIOLENT THEN ILL SHOW IT TO THEM. PLUS IM TIRED OF EVERYONES CONSTANT TALKING. GOD WHAT I WOULDNT DO FOR JUST ONE QUIET DAY. I ACTUALLY HATE GOING TO LUNCH EVERYDAY BECAUSE FOR SOME WEIRD REASON ME AND BETH CAN NEVER THINK OF SOMETHING TO TALK ABOUT AND THEN WE END UP SITTING THERE FOR HALF AN HOUR WITH BARELY ANY INTERACTION. I HATE MYSELF FOR HOW I FEEL LIKE I IGNORE HER SOMETIMES. SHE DOESNT DESERVE TO BE TREATED THAT WAY AT ALL.IVE SAID THIS BEFORE BUT THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH HER AND IM THE ONE WHOS AN ASSHOLE. YEAH I OPENLY ADMIT THIS AND IM STARTING TO THINK PEOPLE ARE TALKING BEHIND MY BACK. I NEVER SAID THAT MY BAND WOULD BE BETTER THAN FORSAKEN RITUAL. ALL I SAID WAS THAT IM JUST STARTING ONE. PLUS I'LL PROBABLY HAVE TO RETHINK IT JUST BECAUSE TIM IS GONNA BE IN LOGANS BAND "KADAVRE" OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. I GUESS EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS MY FAULT. WHAT DID GEOFF DO? EVERYTHING!!!!!