I found out I've been part of sitdiary for 2 years. Isnt that something. Ive actually been committed enough to keep up with it. This whole thing actually tells 2 years of my life. Strange. Ive definately changed since Dec. 3 2003 if you actually take time to read and see. Opinions, changed old and new hatreds, Occupations, quitting, songs, music, bands. Yup Im ever-evolving. I think Ive downloaded the whole NIN catalog. I didnt mean it in abad way i just love trent reznor's work so much that im addicted to it. In fact NIN is the band that I have downloaded the most from. Like Ive liked manson for about 4 years now but I still downloaded more of NIN in the past weekend than I have for manson in the past year. I never thought I'd get so obsessed. But whatever we all have our splurges every now and then. So far many music "oppurtunities" have come my way but Ive turned most of them down. I dunno. I just kinda like the idea of only working with Josh. We just kinda meshed together in a way. Like if only we were more prepared it couldve lasted. Atleast we knew what we wanted and had determination. But we fell short. Maybe with a new year it'll bring new suprises. I doubt it.