DIE FUCKER DIE!!!!!!!! Im pissed off for no apparent reason must be underlying stress. Im like notup for doing jackshit. I'm losing interest in my band, because of this my fucking bass "skills" are fading. I'm just to fucking fucked up to care. I'm doing great at school and all but you have to pick your prioritys but at the moment my priority is getting atleast honorroll for atleast a fucking car so I can at-fucking-least have some freedom of leaving my house and maybe i could get more practices in because transportation would all be on me. Son of a bitch I'm just fucking confused. fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. Maybe this is just another year where I hate my birthday. Fucking world. things will probably get better after february 23rd. Just have to keep sanity until then. February is a bad month for me so I hope people around me will understand that I will be more pissed off then a italian without a gun or a pound of meat. Fucking bitches.