I'm sorry to hear that. Seriously just go out and wander, meet people. You're interesting you'll make friends and such, it just takes time. Don't go crazy, don't do anything stupid, life will improve drasticly once you give it some time.
I'm sorry about how rude I was to you at the start of last year. I was cleaning out my myspace and had a wow i suck at life moment. You didn't deserve that, i was a bitch. I know sorry means nothing, but I hope you realise that i am a horrible person sometimes but I enjoy/miss talking to you bunches...I like new NIN ALOT! AHH...made my day. Containment BTW don't do it. or kick Bryan out. Just an opinion. Hope all is good with you.