Its almost the end of july and I haven't really accomplished what I set out to do by this time. KFC was supposed to be something I put up with until I'm back on my feet but now its feeling harder and harder to leave. Today I'm going out and applying for jobs and I hope something clicks because if not I'll probably be jobless and out of money with debt slowly increasing day by day. I don't want that at all. Really all I want is to make enough money that i can have the adventures that I want to have whenever. Sad to say but i think I won't be able to take the roadtrip I wanted. It really sucks cause I was looking forward to it. If only hitchhiking was as safe as it is in the movies.