Today Jen M. finally gave me the money for the manson calender. Can you say over-obsessive? Ohwell.. a deal is a deal. I watched all of mansons music videos today. Yeah i dont understand why alot of his videos have nothing to do with what hes singing about. Theyre still cool but senseless. I dunno. Maybe you have to be high to understand them. So far i think the best videos of his is the nobodies or long hard road out of hell. Cant decide which is better but they are both good. Yeah I got my pictures from last year back and the thing that shocked me was in one of my pictures of manson he looked ALOT like he did in The Nobodies when the first time i saw that video was today. Creepy. Anyway the pictures are a great link to the past. Looking at them shows how much of a idolizing-egotistical jackass i was who would do anything just to be noticed. I HATE YOU, OLD ME. Yeah Im gonna take Jens money and go buy a cd tomorrow so I guess Im not a jew, otherwise I'd save it up for the rest of my life and never spend it. Just kidding