Yeah i went to my grandmothers funeral. I didnt think that id get emotional but guess what i did. Yeah im back to my normal self now so dont count on a more pleasant me. So get ready for violence. I did learn one thing from this day of mourning... to live it up and stop letting those nazis.. i mean school administrators, tell me what to do. Its wierd to go back to where you used to live and hear that life moved on without you. shows how meaningless and worthless we all are. Well im not worthless because i have an actual quarter in my body somewhere. Yup also i realised that i seriously gotta work harder on my music. everyday i should atleast get one line down for a song. FUCK SCHOOL AND FUCK LIFE... IF YOU NEED ME I'LL BE TRYING TO LEARN HOW NOT TO BE A DUMBASS ANYMORE!