Uhhh....bleh ....um...im really really really....i mean this for real....not hear...i dont know who the hell i am right now but dam am i out there....and i as i said ....come find me i need you...i need her...i cant wait to see her tomorrow....i hope shes not grounded or anythng cuz im gonna cry...cry my heart out if she is....i miss her so much...im shaking lol...withdrawels.....it sux....she better then cocain and heroin and mixxed together on a saterday night...right now im just...hoping....screaming for her ...screaming for nine oclock...i need it lol...i need it now....it..her.....i adore her ....i cant wait till i can make her feal secure with me...trust is the most important thing in a relationship i think....but it is important..i wondr if i sound like some love sick puppie....proly....but ...love is a fealing....i might be only 16 but ...i had to raise myself....since i was 6 .....im more mature then any one i know my age or in there teens....i might be a retard...but im mature..so i think i can figure out my own fealings these days..well im gonna go hang out till nine...ittttttttttssssss....8:08 right now.....yay....allmost tomorrow...no more lonelyness...just a lil bit of happiness...and love...and some fo that good stuff too..u know what im talkin bout...but yeah....have fun...im gonna try to....later