i swallow hard your nerves strain in your stomach i can almost touch your heart your arms reach in to find where ive been straining to feel the marks i leave on your ribs but the feelin is distant with your stomach around your fist a deep breath to struggle to reach me stops your heart in an instant when your heart stops beating when i hold your hand and lead you further towards the feint noises inside leaving marks through out your insides so as not to get lost within tears fill your eyes run through your nose straight to your lungs right on to our footsteps we search right through your body with the flashlight beaming rays like fire from your chest your hand in mine the hunt takes us days we find the place where your heart was beating your hand tences in mine and you dont move anymore theres just your cold fingers stuck inside your throat in the wholes we dug in search of more im stuck inside you only feint whelps of the words you spoke a trickle of blood from your finger i kiss your thumb and wish you were still breathing your tears filling up everything and me we both drowned in the evening your heart in my hand and your hand both of us wrapped around