oh motherfukin hell yeah, uber wad monkeys its friday and im hoe alone ....dam moter vehicle licences......ugggg my head!!! dam this blasphemous headache shit...i swear i got a brain tumer....i hope i die soon so this pain will end ! lol.....ok ok on to business...last night i wrote a entry but the fukin thing wouldnt save so i had to go .....and well ehre it is lol. i think i wanna do this im not really quit sure so get me a life , then kick me out the back door ill fall on my ass on the corner at dawn ill sit there and wait as the cars pass me by working harder and thinking and hoping that this night wont go rong i wanna go home i say to myself maby this was all a mistake so i light me a cigerette and wait so i get this good fealing like a cold hand up your back reaching in to my stomach pulling out all those good things and leaving again i got tricked, duped and fooled i was broken, burned and buried got left there to die but it doesnt really scare me i can se the head lights in the distance reflecting off the sighns your coming to get me after a night of fright so sit me down , shut me up and make me go blind cuz tonights the night i got it all and left it fealing fine three days later i could hurt no more it started beating and throbbing i blocked it out with a phone call and nights of fealing warm i did miss her , i knew i would i just didnt think id be missing her for good hopelessly obsessed and down right done i want it all back my only and best one day of fun lol that was sucky i know just kill me next tie u see me ....i am obsessed...well maby well jsut maby not....mmmm straw....i love my straw...its so old lol.....but i shower with it so yeah...its clean atleast....well....not much to say ...i hurt lol....i wanna be with somone right now...and i cant....love you guys....i really do ... ithelost