when i wake up in the middle of the night and all i see is you in the darkness... i feel those beads of sweat from some kind of nightmare....then fall into a pit of dispair... i sit up and drink till the thought is just.... just that i miss you too... i know im tierd... i know i feel like a loser... but you are just to beautiful to ignore ...even if its just a vision of you on the back of my eyelids... but this song keeps coming to my head... because....your not full of doubt... you know i can become what i am... me ...my trellis...supporting my tunnel from caving in .... deffinently pulling me through all this madness... this seppereation... this loss of my child... this promise of one of our own soon... this drive for a symbolic ring on your finger... i cannot wait till i can take you back to the dessert... to see you naked on the truck... to make love to you under our sattilites... i love you baby... thats all i feel right now ... even though im tierd... i still want her... need her.... and thats why i love her