hey baby , im writing an entry for you , i just want you yo understand how much i love you and how sorry i am for the bullshit ive fed you in the past, right nows the mement of truth for me, to finalyy get you to understand that i really need you on the inside and that i wanna be with you for allways , you keep my heart ticking and this feals great that i knwo i have you with me forever and you wont go away for anything in the world, not even if i asked you too so , i really love you and iw otn stop loving you and dammit i miss you right now, god how much i miss you, please take me with yuo if you decide to leave this planet, otherwise ill know i wll be alone forever and ever, i wanna kiss you goodnight every night, you beautiful thing you , i just want you to know your inside me and i wont let you out anytime soon,i want those days back were we are so happy, i think those days are just around the corner, thats how i know i can be so hopeful about tuesday, i jsut wanna get through this and be ok again, so take it in your heart that everything will be ok no matter what i promise i love you for everything i got my love, just get it threw, i miss you and i need you , i want the whole world to see that we love each other god i lov e you , im gonna go watch my movie and talk to you on the phone , muah baby see you soon .....