Ahhhhh my vacation from the pits of hell called the intro-net has left me with a real life in this fake world.... So lol while i was out and about i have ben running around my town ownigh it with my mad skills.....i figured out that i wasnt happy anymore and well i did something about it . I am now goin out with one of my closest freinds...so i dont feal alone any more and right now i guesss thinngs cant get much better...only if i could se her right now would tip this day off.I went to the batle of the bands here and 4 of the 6 bands dropped out...one cuz he broke his arm playing drums and the others drummer moved away....tehn the other 3 just up and didnt come....so it was onyl my freinds band the " ice ministry" and this other band call plain and simple...ice ministry won of corse and rocked the ouse with a couple original songs and a few weezer cover thrown in the mix....the other band playes some songs such as ....the easter bunny song.....and the i love jesus song....quite entertaining...i stiloe patricks(the signer and bases for I .M .) t shirt that they won while up on stage and ran off with it as a chase was ensued.....oh so funny......that night was followed up with alisha( ma girlfreind hehe) coming over after the show and we layed in my front yard under my peach tree with some blankets for hours staring at the stars and being with each other and also.....yeah.....lol.....i found me a new girl and shes beatin most of the people i know here by a long shot...i never saw it in her waht shes shown my about herself.....i though she was crazy before lol....now i guess im crazy...for her....its good to be wanted and happy...and i make her feal " speacial" as she putes it in words..i finally don feal alone any more....thank the gods...i ttyalked to my freind at the show about making a band and weve got msot fo the guys we need for it i guesss and if anything happens in the long run i should be lead singer and maby rythem guitar too......but id rather jsut jump around on stage screaming my ass off to all my adoring fans anyway lol....yeah we should proly pute a sound together like from autumn to ashes or something along those lines.....we got a bassist that was tough by the guy from mudvane....ya know the scary lookin guy ?...yeah that dude lol....he is saposidly awsome...but thats all to come so no real secure fealings on that one lol....but maby hopefully lol...ahhh i must go to bed now and dream of my alisha...and chelsea...and rachel...and blake....and johnny and marylin...sexy.....well godnight my faithful yet allways willing servants of our own inept attitudes toward self deprication and emotional mutilation and masterbation of the hearts own chords....i leave you with love and a happy outlook on the worst things to come...