The Noose by A Perfect Circle Album : Thirteenth Step Submitted by : Corrected by : So glad to see you well Overcome and completely silent now With heaven's help You cast your demons out And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you off your cloud But I'm more than just a little curious How you're planning to go about Making your amends to the dead To the dead Recall the deeds as if They're all someone else's Atrocious stories Now you stand reborn before us all So glad to see you well And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you to the ground But I'm more than just a little curious How you're planning to go about Making your amends to the dead To the dead With your halo slipping down Your halo slipping Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down to choke you now Hi everbody...um...today was ok.....prep rally was...screamful....but i had sweaty yelling fun....so yeah...i have a had ache from hell so i might pass out on you guys....but dont worry.....i was talkin to this frrend of mine about people...people you love...mostly people i love...the person i love......brittany...and i thought about something that the chik said...so ill let you read it i think.... m says: indeed ~*Elhaym Dragamyr*~ says: Don't you have a girl though? im says: umm...kinda...shes got a girlfreind now...she lives like 2 hours away....an she loves me and after she turns 17 she might movce in with me ...but untill then we are gonna be like freinds ish so im thinkin about occupying myself with someone else as she did ~*Elhaym Dragamyr*~ . says: Wow im says: indeed says: and today im finnallly not down about it says: that she has someone else says: so im like ok...i can do this i think ~*Elhaym Dragamyr*~ says: Did you say she could or did she just.. go for it says: oh yeah we talked about it and i told her that hell no i dont really want her to go ...bt i want her to be happy ya know?...it would bring us both down...so i thought about it for a while and i was like ok....and we were like...so we are gonna move into gether and we ARE gonna get married later right ?....and she was like yes ....and im like ok ....so m gonna hold it to her...i mean i trust her.. says: i hope she doesnt break my heart... says: im gonna be err lol ~*Elhaym Dragamyr*~ says: ..Why would she want a girlfriend though if she wants to marry you?? says: its just like ...i got her heart....and ..shes got mine....so we are just gonna go our own ways for about a month till shes 17 and then boom shes mine again says: it seems pointless says: kinda says: says: cuz i keep thinkin that says: most of the time im like....ill just wait,,,but yeah...so fuked up lol ~*Elhaym Dragamyr*~ says: Just seems weird that she wants to do that says: i know...that still bothers me ...but yeah..i dotn even want to thik about it lol... ~*Elhaym Dragamyr*~ says: I don't blame you says: yeah says: but i really do trust her says: if shes playin me so to speek...im gonna be mad...but i really dont think she will ~*Elhaym Dragamyr*~ says: I don't know how the multiple partner thing works, so I can't say says: im think its like multiple dating...u just go with this person tongith and then the other person the next and eventually u pick the right one... Where to take shelter when the sky is falling. says: I guess, but aren't you two supposed to have found eachother already? says: yeah says: yeah we have says: when i think about it all i really want her is to leave that chik says: that way im secure says: cuz im willing to sufffer to get waht we want outa this...and if she did that....then i think that would make her seem more commited Where to take shelter when the sky is falling. says: Well yeah Where to take shelter when the sky is falling. says: She's doing something unnecessary im : i cant help it Where to take shelter when the sky is falling. says: I don't believe there is a one Where to take shelter when the sky is falling. says: I think there's a seqence of people you go through that are right for you in certain moments Where to take shelter when the sky is falling. says: There may be one that stays for a longer moment.. Where to take shelter when the sky is falling. says: But that's as far as that philosophy goes says: well i thin thaqt there probubly is a perfect person for everybody..its just that 99.9 percent doesnt find em says: theres no predetermed fate of who yer goin to be with says: u jsut gotta find em says: keep lookin Where to take shelter when the sky is falling. says: Yeah Where to take shelter when the sky is falling. says: Hey I gotta go Where to take shelter when the sky is falling. says: I'll talk to you later says: ok have a good one says: by Where to take shelter when the sky is falling. says: Good luck with all the drama says: lol thank u says: u too yeah...so now i think...now i ponder....if she wants me ..if she really wants me wouldnt she want just me...why does she have to ahve someone else till we can be together?...i doubt she will come when she turns 17....i dunno even if she wants to leave there....but if she wants me....i dunno waht she wants...that scares me alot.....cuz now i know what i want....and i have no clue if thats waht she wants....and so ....i wondr if she loves me...or if i was just...a thing...a fling....something to pass the time till school started....god i hope not...i want this girl...i really do...im ayungin but dammit...i want her...jsut her....screw anyone else i think...but ..but maby i should go out ith someone else?...maby i could just....pass the time....but ...brittany has my heart...so indeed it seems pointless...pointless to see anyone else....cuz i dont want to lose heri really dont.....i think i migth shut my self off from the world....leave all of this for a while...wait in my room for her...wait in my bed...and sleep...and wither...cuz its worth it ...shes so worht everything i have and had....allll of it....the question is does she know it?....does she know i mean it ....i mean it when i say i love you...i just hope she hasnt kiked me to the side allready...she said she didnt...but the heart doent allways listen to the brain....not that you pervert.....it has a mind of its own and you know it.....but...if she leaves me...really jsut leaves me....then i guess she wasnt the one...the perfext one...but...but waht if i have to fight for what i want?....i want to fight for her...tell her that she shoudl tell all of the other people to fuk off and that shes mine...but if its her heart that desires otheres well...i dont want to denie her...i think now....now i leave you..and if u read all of this...you have heard my heart speak on its own..and i bless you fro listenin to my random sobbing ...as too you it qwould proly seem like bullshit...but ...its what i want dammit...and this is america...so suk it....lol.....eh....huff......i need her