oh my god im so helpless.....hahaha....i swear in turning into a real goth...fuck ...i dotn even like when i hear that anymore...i dont like anything......haha...like korn says..." ma pume da da emmm dum daum nee ma"....i feal yer pain jonathan....indeed i do...confusion at its best i guess....i wish...i wish things would just be....ok.....just ok...not great or perfect...just ok...to my standerds..that way i an make everything ..ok.....ok?.....heh yer throat i take grasp then your eyes roll back love racing through my veins your heart stops beating ?????????????????????? i kiss your lifeless skin there you are my precious with your broken soul (?) rub my crotch , lay dead...taking control why is it u all was fuk something youve allways had whyd u try to kill me how could u be so cold.. love racing through my veins ok.....that was cool...ive allways liekd that..im such a weirdo...but i dont care any more any way lol.....well....im gona go do something ....oh go here every body...this comic is the shit http://gothboymo.keenspace.com/d/20020604.html GOTH BOY...YAY.....ok im still sick too by the way...when will this go away.....i dunno nate when will it ...i dunno u tell me ....u tell me ...NO YOU TELL ME NO YOU ... YOU ...YOU YOU OYUO YOUO YYY OO UUU ( goes into odd split personality ranting while spinning in a circle looking for his other half ).....