So, Life is kind of empty right now. I don't do anything because there isn't really much to do and definitely no one to do it with. I rented movies yesterday and bought some vegetables and dip to munch on. Wow what a life. I don't know if I’m depressed or not, I don't really feel sad, I just feel empty. I think of him and I want to cry. I was foolishly in love with the cock sucker. So my attempt to distract myself with PW isn't working very well. I asked him if he wanted to come to the Santa Clause Parade with me, he said he was already going and that I could meet him there. Like the way he said it was so rude, like if I have to tag along I could meet him there. Whatever, what a waste of time. The stranger that I did ©) never called me afterwards. I really thought that he would of because he purposely asked for my number, asked if he could come over the next night. And it wasn’t' like I was implying that I wanted to pursue him or a relationship. NO big loss since I never expected anything either, I just don't understand why would you ask unnecessary questions for no reason?? Doesn't make any sense to me. This is like Day 4 of heartbreak, of the pajama parade. I don't think I’ve left my pajamas totally since I was stabbed in the back. Like ya obviously I’ve had to leave the house but I never really got dressed either. I just threw on some comfy clothes and left. Whatever, who cares anyway. I don't. I just was board still, again. whatever. it killed some time. wish me luck and have pity on my soul