k well it's been a really long time, let's see lots has happened. Mike broke up with me because i was sucking the life out of him, then I screwed around with A. and he's fat and hideous, i was drunk but that's no excuse. GROSS!!!, then i met billy the stalker. Oh my god talk about drama. He calls me a whore, accuses me of hiding stuff and cheating, telling me i couldn't talk to any guys and we're not even going out. I thought billy was sweet for like a minut but now i just wish he would get out of my life. And when i say stalker i mean stalker like he moved at the end of my street to be close to me and i've only known him for like 3wks at the time of his move 2. like get a grip. And that is just the tip of the iceberg. I am done with him i swear.... i don't need that drama. I miss a real realationship though and i'm being to doubt if it even exsists anymore.