So, This is the scoop... Damian dumped me whatever...it's a bit lonely but I will survive. Have heard nothing from him and don't really expect to or want to. By now Mike has been released, I never wrote to him, so that's it I guess. He's just gone now. I'm not sure how I feel about that. I thought that maybe he would try harder to get me again. Silly me to think that he would put any effort in to it. For a short while there I was really wishing that I had written to him that way I could see him and I know he would make me feel sexy and good about my self. But I know it was for selfish reasons. Plus like really I don't want to get into that position with him again. I don't want any guys who I’ve already had because I already know what I’m going to get out of it. We are both hurt each other anyway so there is no way that we could ever move past that. I know mike will never give up his delusion of my infidelity. Then anyway this past Sunday early early in the morning, I decided to take it upon my self to find someone to get off with. I was under some impression that being with someone would help me feel less lonely (and of course less sexually frustrated). I went on the phone chat line, got a guy to come over. He told me his name was tom. This of course is purely fabricated. I know, don't ask me to explain. Anyway So Tom comes over hear and won't stop about going back to his place. Now he tells me that this isn't really his place that he is just house sitting for one of his parents friends. This house was nice. I'm telling you....like the tv...was 50 inch plasma flat screen. The couches were leather and their car was sweet. So as you can tell I caved to his wishes and went over there with him. So we watch tv for a while then start making out. He leads me to the bedroom where the petting continues. He has no condom, so there is no sex just petting and kissing. He was fingering me and I was jerking him off. Anyway then I guess he was starting to get raw or whatever so he gets up to get some lube or whatever. Now keep in mind its dark out and we're in a bedroom no lights. So he comes back with this bottle and I start generously applying the lube to the tender member. It is good and creamy at first but then starts getting really foamy and it's making this crinkle noise like a plastic grocery bag makes. I ask him what's with the noise. He is clueless. So The morning continues and the sun eventually starts to rise, we are still hours later in the bed room still pretty hot and heavy. By this point I’ve came a couple of time. So ya it's light out and the bedroom is bright and I can actually see the bottle of "lube" that I have been and continue to apply to his cock. But I read the label to see what it was......guess......it's body wash...soap...oh my god. Whatever I figure by now it don't matter and obviously this isn't a new bottle...so Tom must of know exactly what and where he was grabbing the lube from. Weirdo. But whatever. I wasn't worried since it wasn't on me and I was never penetrate and simply outright refused to provide oral sex. So ya. Eventually tom comes. It was fun to watch...any way his jizzz flies up and lands on my chin...no big deal right....We clean up, I get dressed and decide to sleep for a while... One hour later the alarm goes off and he decides he is going to drive me home. So as we are driving home I notice that my chin feels weird kind of numb. Weird. I don't think too much of it. By the time I get home it's now 11am Sunday morning. I stay up till 2pm. This whole time my chin is crazy bugging me. The numb feeling has changed into the feeling you get when a pimple is ready to explode. I look at my chin and there is this red big bump...like a mosquito bite but only way bigger...like toonie size. Anyway I put some lotion on it and hope it will go away. I have no idea where it has come from or why. I wake up later and this thing on my chin is huge and inflamed red. I start freaking out. Like the only thing that I can think of is either his cum (which flew at my chin) has done this to me...or....that there was something weird on the towel I wiped the cum off with. I try not to panic. I call JS, she talks with me and tries to lightly reassure me that it's nothing. So now it's SUNDAY evening and I’m totally tripping out because now I’m feeling dirty and disgusted. I think it might be an STD. at this point the fact the guy gave me my O was nothing. Dirty bastard. I start using some ointment stuff and hope for the best. By Monday the big mosquito bite is gone, it oozed some stuff like pimple juice or whatever and now my skin is peeling. ewww. So today I finally go to the doctor after spending time looking at pictures of STD's on the internet....(which was absolutely gross and so not like what I had) but I was freaked by the pictures and the facts about transmission. So I go see the doc and he tells me that it is a common mild skin irritation rash, and that although he can not specifically name the cause of the irritation it was most likely some lotion. So I'm so relieved. Plus I didn't give the doc the full story about what happened with the lube at all. So it must of been the body wash lube mix with the cum from his penis...... Let this be a lesson to you and more importantly to me.......Be more careful, don't use body wash as lube unless your' in the shower with water...and be careful.... Just imagine how this situation could of been worse. I could of caved in to desire and fucked tom without a condom but I’m so glad I didn’t'. it wasn't like he pressured me to after I said no condom...no penetration. but ya. So I’m happy now, I got some antibiotic cream and everything will be alright. I'm leaving for Calgary on Thursday and tomorrow I have all 3 of my exams. Wish me luck....