tragedy again...

so i didnt say anything earlier but the day after i left for the beach my dad gave away MY puppy Lady. i knew he was gonna do it, and i know why, but i still didnt talk to him for a while. the 2 puppies were fighting alot, and they were encouraging each other to bark alot, so we just had to get rid of one before they became too attached. they chose Princess because she was learning alot faster, and developing faster. but then today i came home ((from my already TERRIBLE day)) and my dad told me that my mom found Princess dead this morning about 20 min after i left for work. we just started leaving her out of the kennel at night about 3 days ago. last night she got a goldfish bag off the top of the trash and i guess was digging in it so deep she couldnt get her face back out. they said that she didnt look like she suffered too much, but i cant believe that. it took my dad saying it about 3 times before it sank in. it was so soon, and so sudden i just cant get over it. all i can think of is the stuff that COULD have happend. like if she was in the cage she wouldnt have gotten it, or if we still had Lady they would have fought over the bag till it ripped. also, katie was here and Princess wanted to sleep in my room and i put her out, may b if i hadnt she would be fine. but i guess its too late for all that...
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awwww :( im really sorry about your puppy, thats sooo sad.

but hey, you cant blame yourself for that, ok? its not gonna help anything...trust me, i went through all that when my cat died a few months ago...

if you need someone to talk to, im always around.