ok this 4 days have gone by slow and ive loved it lol no school, sleeping late now its all over...damnit. but christmas is only in 27 days =) and break starts in 25. thats all i have to look forward to right now. cept i think my family is finally getting back on track...like we actually got a non broken trashcan...and i have pillow cases. i know it may not be much but its normal...and out family isnt like that. we still dont have an icecream scooper lol that bothers me like a MOTHER...everyone has a scooper...even when they dont eat icecream lol :-p anyways... no more beer or ciggaretts in the house tomorrow ((yeah lets see how long that lasts...)) and we are doing a bunch of shit to get our house in like one piece with clean carpets and shit. we are gonna go room by room and do new carpets, touch up paint, i get new bedding, curtains, lamps, and they are gonna fix my wall paper. i dont get to paint though because im moving out in 2 years and they want it to be sellable...but i get black shag carpets :-) and my walls are THAT bad but they are pretty 7 year old...but i can always cover them with posters lol. but my capet is a MESS and its only like 4 years old. may b not even but weve had alot of animals and now my cat is going crazy and barfing and shitting EVERYWHERE...im sad because im pretty sure we are gonna get rid of him. they wont put him down though cuz i will move out. my dad is doing better...and hes walking around and shit but hes still grumpy as anything, but thats natural for him. =) i love him though. well i g2g cuz i have to clean my room some...it exploded! later marcia