i dont understand why life sucks so much...OR why people ever thought to say the words "high school are the best years of your life" i wanna know what HS THOSE ppl are going to...seriously. i stayed home today because yesterday i started getting sick...my whole family is sick with the same thing. i have an achy back, really bad stomach aches, and a headache. so i stayed home cuz i seriously cant stand being in school when im sick cuz there is no reason--not like ill pay any attention. i talked to tess today. we go like long times without talking and then we do and its all better. i might go to her HC idk. we talked about australia and birth control and a bunch of other shit lol... ive been thinking about moving SOO much. i feel like i am getting alot closer to katie and tess and then im gonna move but i am SO excited. i can go to a new state and start ALL over...and i cant wait for that. i hope its REALLY different then here...but i also understand that alot of tears are gonna be involved. this is where i was born, raised, and i have katie who i have been friends with for a DECADE lol, shellie for eleven years, and tess who i FEEL like ive knows for 11 years. but when i move i will be 16, i will be driving, and my dad said he will fly me back here or fly my friends up so i guess it wont be as hard as it should be. idk im just ready. im also ready to get over this freaking depression thing...i think thats why im sick all the time now because i just feel like shit all over. idk i REALLY hope school goes by super fast, and i get my permit so my license will come and ughh the weeks go by soo slow. --marcia--