ok well im full of popeyes lol... today was kindda boring it wasnt the best day ever. i was super tired cuz this weekend was full, but i wasnt like passing out everywhere lol. i woke up, got dressed and left and of course i was at the bus stop for like 20 min...it sucks. i have an english test tomorrow and math homework that i left at school...ill do it at lunch. it is soo hard to believe that interims come out in like 10 days and christmas is in 82...thats like super close. this year is just flying by but to me this is a good thing! i get my permit((perhaps)) in like 16 days :-) this makes me happy. i really dont feel like going to school anymore and if you werent looked down on by every college if you just dropped out and got your GED boy would i do it...but i wanna go to a good college so thats not a choice. im kindda going through a mini depression right now and i dont know why...i was SO happy this weekend and i just dont understnand how it changed so much. well i mean i do know...but personally sharing it is a little personal. im watching my shows again and i love it..im such a WB whore lol but anyways i figured out why i love to read so much...well the books i read. i think its because i like reading about the "perfect" lives OR the lives i wish i had...because i dont have it. i mean my life isnt terrible but there are some key elements that i feel like im missing out on. sometimes i feel like my life is incomplete or that im missing out on some teen things but i guess im ONLY 15...ugh im confused lol anyways i gotta go cuz i gotta wash my face and everything before everwood comes on. --marcia--