ok so this was my schedule like last week...

August 4th: warped tour w/katie!!
August 6th-14th: beach @ north carolina w/shellie!!
August 20th-24th: Georgia *dance*

and then tonight that all changed. they did some kind of test on me today to see what i would do...and of course i had it in my head "ill do it tomorrow" and yeah thats not what my dad was looking for. so my dad said that im NOT going to warped tour because i didnt earn it. he also said that i WASNT going to the beach even though i have been planning that since freaking last summer. but i cried alot and finally understood where he was coming from so he said they will talk about it, so i hope if i actually do get my shit done tomorrow they will let me go. then about GA my mom might not be able to get leave from work because the doctor had to sign her out again this week cuz shes sick. so now the end of my summer royally sucks. then my dad was like "no plans this weekend for you cuz you will be very busy." so yeah im like totally shaking and suicidal but only for like 1 min lol because i truly see where he is coming from. i hope i can change because my dad was like "next summer its gonna be a car and if you dont turn around and change you ARE NOT getting a car. so yeah i really hope i can seriously change my attitude. --marcie--