ugh yesterday. . .i went to school ya know the normal shit...i actually participated in PE we just ran around a bunch lol and then played frisbee...me and jessica that was funny cuz i kindda suck alot. anyways last night i had to go to the movies with my brothers whole football team and we saw friday night lights ((i think thats wht its called)) man i was bawlin by the end...i always cry at movies cuz im a sap lol. it was really good though! just like remember the titans which is like the best movie ever. but yeah then we came home, my mom was drunk, and she smacked me so i was a BITCH last night again another stressful night...i looked up some emancipation shit but i dont think i can actually go through with it just cuz i cant leave my little brother here. and i couldnt live without my dad. but this morning i was so tired from crying and shit so i slept till 1:30 and woke up and stayed in my room on my comp. my brothers football team lost..darn...but then my mom took me and we went and got pedicures ((omg the best thing in the WORLD when you are stressed)) and i got my nails done cuz they were looking bad. the pedicure was for her "sorry" but whatever...then we went crazy at the grocery store and bought like everything. my dad might have to go back into emergency spinal surgery. ((for those that dont know)) he had a ruptured disk ((actually 3 but only one was real bad)) and they went in and fixed it. he was out of work for like 3 months and ya know he got better...then about a week ago he started not being able to walk and then it got REALLY bad...the pain. he did an MRI and one of the other disks he didnt get fixed like exploded so hes gotta have another surgery. he said this time hes gonna tell them to fix both so we dont go through this again.. this means no softball and bowling for a while...and it MIGHT set back our moving plans a bit just because our house isnt done and his projects that his company is doing will go slower now that hes not gonna be there. but we will get through it fine. aw man i was gonna go bowling with jessica and Katie M that we know from school but i spent freakin 50$ on my nails(oh but my mom paid lol)) so no bowling for me =( but its ok ive spent enough for one day--im completly happy. i was also gonna do something with katie yesterday but that didnt work out--and shes at Radford university seeing her sissy...but there is always next weeked WOOOO WEDNESDAY my permist test!! wooo lol