well even though katie tried to make me stop thinking about it cant. thats the one thing i CANT do is hurt someone and today i think i did it. i didnt like damage the guy forver but it hurt... there is this kid in my math class who is weird. now i say weird because hes not like me and thats mean, but yes. hes kind of slow but not retarted. hes also VERY nice and he talks to me sometimes. people make fun of him, and i cant say i havent, but i dont blow people off when they talk to me,so i talk to him sometimes. and today i was talking to him and he twitched REALLY bad and without even thinking i was like "WHOA you just twitched!!" and i said it kindda rude. like if i said it to my best friend it would have been hilarious...but he just looked at me with this face and was like "yeah thats the epilepsy...it happens sometimes" and i just wanted to bust out crying right there. of course i just changed the subject like it didnt happen but now it just hurts me to know that i did that...it made me hurt, because ive made fun of him, and i havent stopped OTHERS from making fun of him...and now i just feel SOOOOO bad. i really wish i could just cry. sorry...i feel a little better now, and i wish i would have sincerely said im sorry :-/