woo! it was turkey day and my daddy came home from the hospital for today! yesterday i went to school *blah* cuz my parents are tyrants but i came home at 12:30 and cleaned some...then i went to bed lol and i woke up late today ((party! lol)). i coooooked! i made taters, eggs, gravy, i helped with the turkey and we did it ALL without a oven lol. then we ate and i couldnt breathe for a while lol but then we ate pie :-) i had apple with ice cream. yummmmmmy! now im hyper and im hungry lol i dont know why cuz im gay but that food in the fridge is callin my name. but we ate 8 hours ago. so i guess im allowed to be a little hungry. dude i dont have school for 3 more days lol and that makes me sooo happy...but then after break i have health instead of PE and for some reason that makes the week like 1000 times faster so christmas break will be soooon =). christmas is only 30 days away isnt that crazy!? aww just to mention this when i stopped believing in Santa i was like 10 but i didnt want to tell my parents JUST IN CASE lol i remember being like hes not real but just in CASE he is i cant say outloud i dont belive in him cuz then i wont get any presents...but then when i was 12 i was just like "mom santa isnt real" and so she took me to lunch ((my mom is a loser lol but it was fun)) and we had a long talk about all that...and then i got threatend for my LIFE if i told my brother lol so hes 11 now and i can tell he doesnt believe anymore. and my parents said after he doesnt believe anymore we will do charity on christmas and just get $$ to shop for our own presents. WELL i guess he asked today and my mom LIED and was like of course...and to tell the truth ((i told her too)) this is the perfect year. they usually spend like an OUTRAGEOUS amount of money and they REALLY shouldnt do that this year so its the best year to tell him so they dont have to impress us with more presents...but idk she said she probally will before christmas but its sad cuz hes my brother and i love little kids that believe in Santa...im sad i know the truth cuz that was like the BEST when i seriously thought he was coming damnit lol today i am in a christmas mood like a MOTHEr... lol i want christmas music and i watched the grinch and i looove christmas!! woo 30 daaays!!! yay HAPPY DAY AFTER TURKEY DAY! later, marcia