14 school days left!!! 55 days till my license!! ok so this week SUCKED so hard for me. ive never cried this much in my life. my parents have just gone over the edge and this whole week was like attack marcia week...so yeah ive been super depressed. i didnt eat, and i slept like ALL week, and i talked to katie. that was all i could manage. then thursday came and i got in 'punishment' for the first time since i was like 11, and they said i couldnt leave this weekend and no one could come over. i was like wtf i hate you...cuz thats always when i can actually STOP thinking about how much my life sucks and just hang out and have fun. but yeah then i brought home my interim and i was good so they were like FINE, pick between the mall on tonight with katie and your friends, or shellies birthday party. and last night(friday) was REALLY important cuz me and katie hooked up 2 of our gay friends and i was SOO happy for them i had to be there, so of course i picked that one but i feel SOOO bad cuz i missed my best friends birthday party. but last night was great. i cried so much yesterday that i was about to not go, and just sleep but i talked to katie and i decided that i did want to go to get out. Mo and Diego ((our friends)) had been talking on the phone and stuff and they were both soooooo excited about meeting each other face to face. we decided to go see a movie and chill around the mall. it was alot of fun...except the lonest yard was sold out so we ended up seeing madagascar...wow. that movie was sooo dumb. i mean the animals were cute but we left after like 45 min lol. i think we are just too old for that...but yeah. so then we walked around till like 10:30 and Mo and Diego finally started talking ((cuz Mo was being weird at first)) and yeah they got REALLY close lol...so yeah it was great. then me and katie came home and we tried to watch White Noise but we were too tired...so we passed out. but i feel better. my dad is still being an ASS but idk...im accepting the fact that i cant leave for the rest of the weekend and i just am gonna wait till next weeked. LATER